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my grandmother died while I was on senior week. I found out in a text message.
despite the constant problems between my dad and his family, the funeral was so hard. I did not expect myself to be so upset. a ruthless-over working man who is just.. broken in a sense is so sad. The coffin gave me chills and I could just see my grandmother sitting in the back with her diamonds and gucci bag talking and sipping on over priced water.
when the guests left the luncheon, my grandfather who is normally not the nicest person to my dad brought out so many photographs and gave us them. he just kept saying he had thousands and he needed to get rid of them. my grandmother always had her little 35mm elf, nothing fancy but she always had it.
i miss her and i wish i could have known her better, not that i didn't know her well. i certainly did. "oh amy you're too young for a boyfriend."
im just sad
despite the constant problems between my dad and his family, the funeral was so hard. I did not expect myself to be so upset. a ruthless-over working man who is just.. broken in a sense is so sad. The coffin gave me chills and I could just see my grandmother sitting in the back with her diamonds and gucci bag talking and sipping on over priced water.
when the guests left the luncheon, my grandfather who is normally not the nicest person to my dad brought out so many photographs and gave us them. he just kept saying he had thousands and he needed to get rid of them. my grandmother always had her little 35mm elf, nothing fancy but she always had it.
i miss her and i wish i could have known her better, not that i didn't know her well. i certainly did. "oh amy you're too young for a boyfriend."
im just sad