i don't know anymore
i feel like shit. i feel used. i feel disappointed. i feel ashamed. why? i don't know. i feel like he isn't even making the effort to come home. he always has an excuse for everything. why? yet again, i don't know. he lies to me. he breaks promises. he makes me feel like he thinks i'm stupid. i don't know. i'm hurting. i need help. please.