vacation

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vacation was stupid and pointless. i went to new mexico to see brett. i left at 5 30 and got to the mall there around 11 30 only to find out it would be 3 before he would be there because his grandma "forgot" he had the day off and scheduled him in for work. gah. and then saturday. his sister. gah. i can't stand her. grr. my curfew to the hotel was 11 and he had to be home by 9 because she was with us. his brother and his girlfriend were there and they were cool. but gawd. i can't stand his sister. brett told me saturday would be our "romantic date night". bull crap. it was a pointless night. i'll tell ya that. then sunday came along. he took me to breakfast at village inn. i wasn't hungry. i basically took 5 bites and i was done. he got mad. we went to rei so he could get new climbing shoes. he told me friday night that he was going to take me to get a promise ring. no actually...he promised me. and what do ya think happened? NO F-ING promise ring. and he told me all we would have to do is pick it up and come to find out today that he actually didn't pay for it yet. he still had to pick it out. so anyways. we went back to the hotel to watch a movie ont he tv while my parents were shopping and his step mom called and told him to be home in like 5 minutes. and this was at 7 p.m. i was so mad. becuase after saturday night he promised me that we would be out until 11 sunday. so i was mad. i got him really pissed off. he almost hit me. then he called me at 11 30 p.m. sunday but i was asleep and apparently had my phone off...and he left a message telling me how he really needed to talk to me and how it was uberly important. whatever. so i listened to it when i woke up and called him and he asked me when i was leaving and i told him 11 a.m. and he was like "i can't take you to breakfast this morning." and i hung up on him. EVERY F-ING day it was only half a day. i didn't go all the way own to new mexico to waste gas and only spend like one full day with him total. gah. i'm so mad.

he's lied to me so many times. maybe i should listen to you kenny. maybe he isn't good news. maybe i need to get rid of him. or maybe he deserves one more chance. i don't know. help?
Hannah