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Today I wanted to call Madlyn, but then I noticed the date and decided against it. Some things just need to be unspoken.
I didn't call her because I was scared.
And because I know this hurts her more than me.
Classes began last month. They are a drag, and I'm getting so sick of everything. But at the same time, it's everything I've been waiting for. I'm the photographer for the newspaper and yearbook. I'm starting to make more friends. Brent is moving back in January. And this rain has been amazing.
I'm going out of town October 16-18, which will be good. I'll get to clear my head, and hopefully write. My grandpa used to take me out of town there, so it will bring back a lot of memories, and probably tears. I know I'll appreciate it more now that I'm older.
My brother and sister are getting their blackbelts tomorrow, this will be the first time I've seen them earn a belt. I'm going to go take pictures, since my dad has to work.
I have to get up at 7 in the morning to go to school. I have to give my second speech. :(
I need some sleep.