May 23, 2006 12:45
I've been talking with him again.....that voice in my mind....seeing the image he has left me with every night haunts me......
I talk and talk with him and he only replies once ina while......I spill my heart to him and he only shows emotion in his voice when he can't hide it.....
He tries to hide everything he can....but in his voice you can hear how he feels......tryign to deciphere wether or not its real or if I'm just making up what i want to hear.......
Its hard to sleep when in reality this voice isnt really here anymore...but yet its still playing back all the converations while i sleep........all the events everything that unfolded in the last 11 months.....
He haunts my dreams.......MCB.....you haunt my dreams.........................