chemical.

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I think I have a chemical inbalance - just like my dad. Some nights, in bed, it feels like I'm going through drug withdrawals. The second I hit my bed, pain and depression and voices fill my head. I toss and turn, trying to fight it; but it doesn't matter because the sooner I fall asleep, the sooner I wake up to start it all over again. It's this house. It's my family. It's the mess I've made of my life.

When will it stop?