I feel like me and kelsey are losing are freindship.We never talk and when we do its like were not talking.It sux.

Today in my english class when I was wallowing bout matt as usaual I relized something incredable:I have the best freinds a girl could ever ask for.I dont know how it came to be but it did.I mean there always listening to my last night phonecalls of me crying and saying how much I miss him.I mean not everyone is as lucky as I am.Thank god for those ( Read more... )

Can I be happy for at least an hour?AT LEAST?No more thinking of matt.This must be stopped.I cannot take this anymore!Its driving me insane.When im not with him,i hate him and i just wanna be ovr him.But when I see him again,it changes.Theres nothing I would rather do then be with him.And it stinks.I have the best freinds in the world though.Thank ( Read more... )

Another terrible day.Well,it diddnt start out that way.I was very happy with myself today but then I talked to lindsay today and we started to get into this big talk about matt.And i had a gut wrenching cry.I think im in love.But its hard to tell when you never ever see him.The memories I had with him are kinda fading.I want to just tell him and ( Read more... )

Ive probaply been on myspace since i got home...cuz i want sume damn comments!I ve been commenting on everybodys and noones commenting back.ARGH!I might as well update here.I had a depressing day.I was thinking about matt today.About how much better he could do then me.I really need to get over him.Hes just not worth this.

Peace*Love
Cassidy

I havent really written in awhile but latley Ive been discovering somethings i should tell yuo about ( Read more... )

I was just minding my own bussiness when I decided "hey,i think im gonna check out racheals eljay".So she has this slogan thing and im like weill ok i have no life so lets check this out.So i enter my name and the 1st slogan is ( Read more... )

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Hey everyone!I really wish more ppl would comment on my LJ except kelsey.It seems like shes the only one who cares bout whats going on in my life.O well,i can live with it.Anyway,today i sat with ppl at lunch!I was very excited becuz for the past 4 days i was sitting by myself.But still,i am feeling alittle lonley without everybody *cough 8th ( Read more... )

Ok so its a friday nite and the 1st friday of school none the less and im stuck at home doing...nothing.Words cannot explain how bored I am rite now.Lately Ive been feeling hated.Its probaply because I am.I mean really,everyone in my grade cannot stand me!Its just common knowledge.I would give so much if I could be with my highschool freinds or ( Read more... )