Its been awhile
Okay, long(er) time no write.
But Im writing now.
Maybe that should be one of my New Year's Resolutions.... write more.
At least in here.
Ok, so here's the break-down.
Christmas:
Christmas was ok. I had a lot more fun Christmas Eve than I did Christmas day, because its just something you realize; the older you get, the more everything glittery starts to fade. Not gonna lie, Stefanie was light-weight depressed on Christmas, because that was the last time that she was going to get to be the baby and to be home with her family for all her life.
I have a big complex, it seems, when it comes to me leaving the nest.
I like my nest.
Its the only nest Ive known.
Im a baby.
I've accepted this.
What I haven't excepted, is the leaving part.
I think I'm becoming... agoraphobic.
But Anyways.
Christmas = good.
New Years Eve:
Woooah!
Way to rock out 2005.
Sigh.
Quite possibly, Ladies and Gentlemen, my best New Years eve ever. And I can only attest that to my good company, but let me tell you.
So New Years didn't start out so good. I spent my entire day pining away for my beloved, because I've came to the conclusion that I'm pretty much madly in love with him, and I spend every second of my day thinking about him. But that's not a bad thing. Cause I've grown up a lot and I've discovered when to throw my heart around and when I can't. I was never one of those Girls that loved someone after a day without even knowing them and getting their named tattooed on my body. I've broken hearts, and had my heart broken.. but this boy has stayed around for two years.. and I don't know what to say. I'm glad he did. I'm glad we went through our ups and our down and are where we are now, because I.. have never been happier in my life. I don't know why I never realized this when I was with him the two other times... but I'm not going to dwell on happenstance. I know who I am today, and I know what he makes me everyday, and that is happy. I truly, head-over-heels, cupid-poked-me-a-little-bit-too-hard, rant-in-the-jounral-without-getting-to-the-point love him. So he came over, and I was acting like a little snot, I don't know why, but I was just not in a happy mood and we left on bad terms. But then he came back, and he handed me a gorgeous rose, and I felt like an ass. Then we left, and we stopped by Jeff's house to see how the festivities were going. I had fun over there, but I got really mad when I couldn't get this game.
Actually, I get really crazily pissed when I suck at video games.
That's why I don't play them often.
Or ever.
So we had a good time over there, and then left to go to Elyse's 21st Birthday Party that Lacey was throwing her.
By far, the best night and party of my life.
Not only was it great because I got to see Lauren and Lacey and Elyse, but... oh man.
So we get there right, and I see my birthday sister and Lacey and Lauren, and its been years since I saw them, but as soon as we arrive, they're like "Whos up for a shot!?" and I was there.
lol.
So many jokes and drinks and good times.
We did a shot to T-Tuck getting laid, I had a Screaming Orgasm, and had to leave the room when Elyse asked to smell it, a few more shots, somewhere in the mix I had a strawberry daquiri, and before we left to go to Paul's Grandparents, I did a Tequila shot with training wheels with the girls.
So... that was like.. 6 drinks in an hour.. and then over to Paul's Grandfathers.
LOL.
FUCKME.
No, I was actually ok, the only thing alcohol does to me is make me red in the face, but Im not gonna lie... I can't really handle too much tequila.
That's an Irish girl's enemy right there.
But we get there and we gorge on some food, and Paul's Step-Mom gives me a wine cooler............iccck.
I had too much and couldn't do the wine cooler... so I ended up pouring it out somewhere.
But I had a really good time with his family, I love them to death and I'm so happy they like me. When the Ball Dropped I got hugs and kisses from all his family members, but I got to kiss my Hubby when the ball dropped first.. so that was pretty much the highlight of my night.
(I know.. Im gonna try to stop being so crazily lovey dovey.. I promise.)
So after that we left and went back to Lacey's and everyone was having a good time.. video camera and pictures all around.. and then my poor little Lysie got sickers.
haha.
She prayed to the porcelain god for a while, said she was going to marry it, and then when she dropped the rag inside of the toilet, she said "someone get my baby"
Even then.
Even with Elyse 'dying'
Man I was having a great time.
And was drinking Sex on the Beach.
We all reminesced for hours.
(When Elyse finally stopped hugging the toilet)
And it was so great.
Boxxie's Chris came, and he was so hilarious.
It made me miss being a freshmen
So much.
Theres so much left...with everyone. It just makes me love nights like that.
Cause we all stayed up till about 4 in the morning chatting, and then Paul was falling asleep in my lap so I decided we had to go crash.
So we crashed in Lacey's living room, woke up, and started chatting all over again.
It was just so great, I didn't wanna leave.
I love my Drama Girls.
But now... I have an essay to work on [:'''''((((]
supersadface.
And school tomorrow.
senioritis sadface.
But everythings gonna be great.
I can feel it.
And Im so ready to be found.
Im so ready for 2006.
Seniors.
:]
But Im writing now.
Maybe that should be one of my New Year's Resolutions.... write more.
At least in here.
Ok, so here's the break-down.
Christmas:
Christmas was ok. I had a lot more fun Christmas Eve than I did Christmas day, because its just something you realize; the older you get, the more everything glittery starts to fade. Not gonna lie, Stefanie was light-weight depressed on Christmas, because that was the last time that she was going to get to be the baby and to be home with her family for all her life.
I have a big complex, it seems, when it comes to me leaving the nest.
I like my nest.
Its the only nest Ive known.
Im a baby.
I've accepted this.
What I haven't excepted, is the leaving part.
I think I'm becoming... agoraphobic.
But Anyways.
Christmas = good.
New Years Eve:
Woooah!
Way to rock out 2005.
Sigh.
Quite possibly, Ladies and Gentlemen, my best New Years eve ever. And I can only attest that to my good company, but let me tell you.
So New Years didn't start out so good. I spent my entire day pining away for my beloved, because I've came to the conclusion that I'm pretty much madly in love with him, and I spend every second of my day thinking about him. But that's not a bad thing. Cause I've grown up a lot and I've discovered when to throw my heart around and when I can't. I was never one of those Girls that loved someone after a day without even knowing them and getting their named tattooed on my body. I've broken hearts, and had my heart broken.. but this boy has stayed around for two years.. and I don't know what to say. I'm glad he did. I'm glad we went through our ups and our down and are where we are now, because I.. have never been happier in my life. I don't know why I never realized this when I was with him the two other times... but I'm not going to dwell on happenstance. I know who I am today, and I know what he makes me everyday, and that is happy. I truly, head-over-heels, cupid-poked-me-a-little-bit-too-hard, rant-in-the-jounral-without-getting-to-the-point love him. So he came over, and I was acting like a little snot, I don't know why, but I was just not in a happy mood and we left on bad terms. But then he came back, and he handed me a gorgeous rose, and I felt like an ass. Then we left, and we stopped by Jeff's house to see how the festivities were going. I had fun over there, but I got really mad when I couldn't get this game.
Actually, I get really crazily pissed when I suck at video games.
That's why I don't play them often.
Or ever.
So we had a good time over there, and then left to go to Elyse's 21st Birthday Party that Lacey was throwing her.
By far, the best night and party of my life.
Not only was it great because I got to see Lauren and Lacey and Elyse, but... oh man.
So we get there right, and I see my birthday sister and Lacey and Lauren, and its been years since I saw them, but as soon as we arrive, they're like "Whos up for a shot!?" and I was there.
lol.
So many jokes and drinks and good times.
We did a shot to T-Tuck getting laid, I had a Screaming Orgasm, and had to leave the room when Elyse asked to smell it, a few more shots, somewhere in the mix I had a strawberry daquiri, and before we left to go to Paul's Grandparents, I did a Tequila shot with training wheels with the girls.
So... that was like.. 6 drinks in an hour.. and then over to Paul's Grandfathers.
LOL.
FUCKME.
No, I was actually ok, the only thing alcohol does to me is make me red in the face, but Im not gonna lie... I can't really handle too much tequila.
That's an Irish girl's enemy right there.
But we get there and we gorge on some food, and Paul's Step-Mom gives me a wine cooler............iccck.
I had too much and couldn't do the wine cooler... so I ended up pouring it out somewhere.
But I had a really good time with his family, I love them to death and I'm so happy they like me. When the Ball Dropped I got hugs and kisses from all his family members, but I got to kiss my Hubby when the ball dropped first.. so that was pretty much the highlight of my night.
(I know.. Im gonna try to stop being so crazily lovey dovey.. I promise.)
So after that we left and went back to Lacey's and everyone was having a good time.. video camera and pictures all around.. and then my poor little Lysie got sickers.
haha.
She prayed to the porcelain god for a while, said she was going to marry it, and then when she dropped the rag inside of the toilet, she said "someone get my baby"
Even then.
Even with Elyse 'dying'
Man I was having a great time.
And was drinking Sex on the Beach.
We all reminesced for hours.
(When Elyse finally stopped hugging the toilet)
And it was so great.
Boxxie's Chris came, and he was so hilarious.
It made me miss being a freshmen
So much.
Theres so much left...with everyone. It just makes me love nights like that.
Cause we all stayed up till about 4 in the morning chatting, and then Paul was falling asleep in my lap so I decided we had to go crash.
So we crashed in Lacey's living room, woke up, and started chatting all over again.
It was just so great, I didn't wanna leave.
I love my Drama Girls.
But now... I have an essay to work on [:'''''((((]
supersadface.
And school tomorrow.
senioritis sadface.
But everythings gonna be great.
I can feel it.
And Im so ready to be found.
Im so ready for 2006.
Seniors.
:]