Aug 20, 2007 13:30
well III haven't had any for months, really. my mom has. so we just shared. and now, both of us have nooonnne
and i am tired of sharing
im supposed to have my own script
but no
i dont go to the dr
cause shit sucks
and last night i had to take the little bitty half of a half left that i had to try to convince my brain it was drugged
but it wouldnt believe me
and it wouldnt shut up
and i woke up a lot
and i was so awake
and my thoughts were fucking loud and too fast
and i want to go to the dr and ask how much for an appt, or how much just for the script
but kelly says thats not my responsibility
but if it wasn't up to me to do this,
i think i wouldn't have to,
right?
edit: 90 for the appt, about 12 for the meds. thats about half of my paycheck but itll be worth it since it'll have about 3 refills on it... and just the thought of not having meds is making me anxious. i need to do something about it.