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the other day i realized that i have never in my life felt attractive.
i have times where i feel pretty because i'm dolled up or having a good hair day, but i never feel attractive and there is a HUGE difference.
i'm not saying this to get hollow compliments. or even sincere ones for that matter. i'm just making a statement, summing up how i've been feeling. and it sucks when you're stuck in a college town surrounded by blonde, tan, big-tittied bombshells with asses even i will take notice of. i'm never going to be like that and i can't say that i'm okay with it.
meh.
i'm working at sonic now and finally making good money again. it's nice.
now i just need to find a new place so i don't have to live under my parents roof anymore away from the place where i really feel at home now.
that would be nice.
san marcos is fucking expensive if you don't want to live with anyone else though. sucks. no more roommates for me though. i'm living solo from here on out. unless for some crazy reason i actually get married, then i guess i'll have to reconsider.
hah. me. married. it's funny.
i think life is starting to look up.
i've been pretty bitchy lately though and i'm not sure why. i don't know how devin puts up with me, but i'm very very glad that he does.
he's pretty much my favorite.
i have times where i feel pretty because i'm dolled up or having a good hair day, but i never feel attractive and there is a HUGE difference.
i'm not saying this to get hollow compliments. or even sincere ones for that matter. i'm just making a statement, summing up how i've been feeling. and it sucks when you're stuck in a college town surrounded by blonde, tan, big-tittied bombshells with asses even i will take notice of. i'm never going to be like that and i can't say that i'm okay with it.
meh.
i'm working at sonic now and finally making good money again. it's nice.
now i just need to find a new place so i don't have to live under my parents roof anymore away from the place where i really feel at home now.
that would be nice.
san marcos is fucking expensive if you don't want to live with anyone else though. sucks. no more roommates for me though. i'm living solo from here on out. unless for some crazy reason i actually get married, then i guess i'll have to reconsider.
hah. me. married. it's funny.
i think life is starting to look up.
i've been pretty bitchy lately though and i'm not sure why. i don't know how devin puts up with me, but i'm very very glad that he does.
he's pretty much my favorite.