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mood: sad
01. I see: the computer...a pile of cds...a burger king cup...and an ashtray
02. I need: to figure out how you feel
03. I find: my emotions getting the best of me too often
04. I want: you....or atleast a part of you
05. I have: a bad feeling about this
06. I wish: i could read your mind
07. I love: the way you make me feel
08. I hate: the way you make me feel
09. I miss: who i used to be
10. I fear: nothing is what i think it is
11. I feel: stressed
12. I hear: me typing....the used
13. I smell: cigarette smoke and printer ink
14. I crave: your voice
15. I search: to understand you
16. I wonder: where this is all going
17. I regret: feeling like this
In the last 48 hours, Have You:
01. Cried: yes
02. Bought something: yes
03. Gotten sick: nuh uh
04. Sang: i am now = P
05. Eaten: fat kid...what?
06. Been kissed: yes...by my 3 year old cousin on my finger
07. Felt stupid: oh yes
09. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: yes...it almost slipped out
10. Met someone new: yea boones g/f
11. Moved on: nope...took a big step back tho
12. Talk to an ex: no...unfourtonatly
13. Missed an ex: umm...complicated question
14. Talked to someone you have a crush on: my knees are still weak!
15. Had a serious talk: yes
16. Missed someone: definatly
17. Hugged someone: yes..lotsa ppl at church...and one REALLY special hug...still out of breath!
18. Fought with your parents: suprisingly...no
19. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: havent stopped since yesterday
Social Life:
01. Best girl friends: disha and hannah
02. Best guy friends: bryan, dev, shane, joey
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope...
04. If no, current dating partner: --
05. Hobbies: talkin on the phone + the computer...chillin with the d . a . w . g's
06. Pager: only ppl that have those are drug dealers...and im not tough enough to be a drug dealer lol.....maybe if i was lol
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: center of attention for sure!
08. What type automobile do you drive: ugh....dont even get me started!
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove:
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: right now...on a date...but im a lil off tonite
11. Where is the best hangout: my basement for sure!
12. Do you have a job: no
13. Do you attend church: yep
14. Do you like being around people: id die if i werent
Who:
01. Have you known the longest: hmm...brandy...ash...and danny
02. Do you argue the most with: bryan no doubt
03. Do you always get along with: trisha, devon
04. Is the most trustworthy: trisha, bryan
05. Makes you laugh the most: bryan
06. Has been there through all the hard times: bryan for sure...the only one sometimes
07. Always has a man/woman: what?
08. Is the most sensitive: shane
09. Has the coolest parents: TRISHA! i <3 em!
10. Has the coolest siblings: trish just cuz tom is fun to fight with
11. Is the most blunt: bryan
12. Is the shyest: hannah (shanes gf)
13. Is the most outgoing: trish, shane, bryan, hannah, jimmy, meg
14. Is most Rebellious: cody
15. Is most conservative: sarah wilmes
16. Is most likely to become famous: SHANE!
17. Is most likely to become rich: max bc i think hes gonna change the world someday....
18. Is most likely to wind up in jail: cody
19. Is most likely to have a million kids: trish bc she says she doesnt want ne...and fate fucks with you like that
20. Always wears a smile: shane
21. Is the smartest: shane or meg...toss up
22. Who has the biggest attitude: jimmy!
23. would die for you: shane...wow...i thought i had more friends that would lol
24. Complains the least: everyone complains lol
25. Biggest flirt: hannah!
26. Needs a good man/woman: ME! hannah too lol
27. Never ever betrayed you: shane...trisha
Personal:
01. Who is your role model: toni
02. What are your pet peeves: acting tough or hard...breathing on my neck or by my ear when ur not a guy (a hott one lol) mean people
03. Have you ever been in love: yes
04. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: as we speak!
05. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: UH YEA! lol
06. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: nope...actually the two that i like right now are exact oppisites lol
07. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): yes
08. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: in the heat of the moment? yea...in the long run? no
09. Ever been cheated on: i really hope not
10. Ever said I love you to a significant other: yes
11. Rather be dumper or dumped: dumper...if at all
12. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": im a commitment addict...relationship
13. Want someone you don't have right now: so much i cant describe it!
14. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yes
15. Do you want to get married: of course
16. Do you want kids: 2 of em prolly
17. Do you believe in psychics: nope
18. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: no
19. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my hair or my tummy...hmm
20. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: exactly that im emotional...i wear my heart on my sleeve
21. Are you happy with you: im getting better at it
22. Are you happy with your life: so much more now than i was
23. Are you depressed right now? im sad right now...but not depressed
24. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: id be with you
i miss him...