Nov 17, 2008 08:30
Sooo Saturday night all of a sudden I started cramping and it was awful. Then I threw up, a lot. Sooo I went to the Emergency Room. I was dehydrated...again. This is the 2nd time in my pregnancy I've had to go to the ER because I was dehydrated. They gave me 3 friggin' liters of fluid. Now everybody is up my ass to keep drinking all day and night so I feel better. Tomorrow I have a doctor's appointment at like 9 in the morning. Only 33 days to go! Thank God. I'm so over this pregnancy.
Sunday I brought Caden to the pit. It was fun. He likes playing catch, and it's not too far of a drive. I would bring him to Memorial Field, but there's always dog shit everywhere. And, I can't bring him to the elementary schools on the weekdays because the little kids have school. So, I'll probably bring him to the pit again today. I'll probably go shopping too. I don't have to work, that I know of. Maybe they'll call me in. IDK. I would enjoy that, I need the money. I'm trying to save up as much as I possibly can over the next few months. I should start CNA training soon, and once I get a job doing something with that I'll have my own apartment. It's only a matter of time now. Yay!
It's been 4 weeks since I've talked to Rob, and I'm still alive. I'm not particularly okay with it, but I'm not hysterically crying over it anymore. When he gets out of jail I'm not going to read his away messages, look at his facebook or myspace, or any of that. I know he'll rub other girls in my face and be immature and I'm not going to feed into that. As long as I don't give into all that I should be fine.