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my mom's best friend who was pretty much my grandmother died yesterday.
i found out today that a girl who used to be a great friend. and i still love very much died in a car crash yesterday. my friend who was driving is in critical condition.

two deaths in one day is way too much for me.

did ya'll know that Stephen Chbosky (author of Perks of Being a Wallflower wote the screenplay for Rent the movie?
personaly I think it is awesoe.

so a lot of crap happened ( Read more... )

for the first time in my life i cried over my skin color.
im sick of people hating me.

i just spent the last five months. every day. with forty wonderful people. and it's all just over. in a flash. at the drop of the stage lights. i love my west side story cast...we had the best three performances ever on that stage. we are truly amazing. from everything to hot tub footsies. to devouring twenty pizzas in less than a few minutes. to ( Read more... )

and your arms around me...that's exactly where i wan't them to be.

so, um, broke up with james. he seemed pissed off at me after school. i feel kind of bad. but i mean what am i supposed to do. i told him we were better off as friends. and honestly we were. we talked about everything. he's one of my best friends. i can talk to him easily. and the second we started dating. he acted different. didnt talk to me about ( Read more... )

//so we're gonna try this not friend only for awhile ( Read more... )

i've decided...i'm ready to leave this town...it's stupid petty drama....