hopelessly hopeful.
the things i learned last year
-wishful thinking is only that if you dont put any of it into action
-rejection is survivable.
-things that never worked probally never will.
-true love is an honest love.
-yr actions cause reactions, always.
-things are worth the risk.
-people are worth the time.
-you shouldn't catch hints that aren't being thrown.
-im cursed with loving someone who doesn't deserve it. yes i am an addict of that but i know now that life is better without it. i am stronger without it.
-i can trust myslf
-sometimes you can't forgive yrself for what you've done.
-but you learn to never do it again.
-discovering is necessary.
-you can do it alone, you usually have to.
-sweating the small stuff is always a mistake.
-breathing is key.
ah the re birth.I ended the old year being honest about how I felt.It was nice.I worked every second up to the ball dropping and it wasn't that big of deal.I feel more at ease.More rational,less broken hearted more fix minded.I didn't drink myself into oblivion, just enough to dance to spanish music.I wore a little black dress and felt pretty.Insecurity was a big waste of time in the past years and I refuse to waste anymore time worrying about things that are irrelevant in the end. What do I hope for in the next year? Continued peace of mind.Keep trusting myself.Keep believing in myself.Showing everyone up.Read more, take in the view more,write more of it down. Sleep at reasonable times, discover the day.Let go of the shyness,share and listen.The only fun thing about a mystery is finding the answer.Be a bad ass chick,spit game and lose sometimes, win most the time.Find what I'm passionate about again. Embrace everything.I want to treat others well, its a hard thing to say but I've never been good at that.Lost touch with too many good people that way.BETTER.I just want to be better. Thats it,thats what I've got to say. More positive then I've been in years. Hopelessly hopeful,willing though, to put in most of the work.
-wishful thinking is only that if you dont put any of it into action
-rejection is survivable.
-things that never worked probally never will.
-true love is an honest love.
-yr actions cause reactions, always.
-things are worth the risk.
-people are worth the time.
-you shouldn't catch hints that aren't being thrown.
-im cursed with loving someone who doesn't deserve it. yes i am an addict of that but i know now that life is better without it. i am stronger without it.
-i can trust myslf
-sometimes you can't forgive yrself for what you've done.
-but you learn to never do it again.
-discovering is necessary.
-you can do it alone, you usually have to.
-sweating the small stuff is always a mistake.
-breathing is key.
ah the re birth.I ended the old year being honest about how I felt.It was nice.I worked every second up to the ball dropping and it wasn't that big of deal.I feel more at ease.More rational,less broken hearted more fix minded.I didn't drink myself into oblivion, just enough to dance to spanish music.I wore a little black dress and felt pretty.Insecurity was a big waste of time in the past years and I refuse to waste anymore time worrying about things that are irrelevant in the end. What do I hope for in the next year? Continued peace of mind.Keep trusting myself.Keep believing in myself.Showing everyone up.Read more, take in the view more,write more of it down. Sleep at reasonable times, discover the day.Let go of the shyness,share and listen.The only fun thing about a mystery is finding the answer.Be a bad ass chick,spit game and lose sometimes, win most the time.Find what I'm passionate about again. Embrace everything.I want to treat others well, its a hard thing to say but I've never been good at that.Lost touch with too many good people that way.BETTER.I just want to be better. Thats it,thats what I've got to say. More positive then I've been in years. Hopelessly hopeful,willing though, to put in most of the work.