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Oct 09, 2005 14:47

It's amazing how easy it is to procrastinate. I've been trying for over an hour now to study for history, and I've found so many different things to distract me.
-eating
-texting
-playing games online
-Lifetime movies
-etc.

Uh. I'm going to do terribly on this test tomorrow. I mean. I'm going to finish reading the chapter, read over my notes bunches, and learn the chapter review, but I'm scared that that won't be enough because I don't know exactly what's going to be on the test. Gr. I hate having test taking anxiety. =(

Anywho. I also need to start reading chapter 9 for biology and write on my term paper quite a bit. The rough draft is due Wednesday, and I haven't even started writing the paper itself. -shoots self-

Oddly enough, I don't feel stressed out over this stuff. I'm just anxious about the test because it's the closest. I suppose I can use all of today to study for history instead of trying to insert time where I can write on my paper some and start reading biology. Then since my test will be over tomorrow, I can use all of tomorrow afternoon after band practice to write on my term paper, along with working on my homework. Then I can fit the biology reading in there somewhere. I guess it just comes down to prioritizing and getting enough motivation to do what needs to be done.

Things have been so confusing lately. What do you do when you know what you want, but half of what you want is in one place, and the other half is in the complete opposite? Obvious answer would be to come to a compromise and find both halves in one whole. But I don't want to do that, for some odd reason... I don't know. I guess I'll just sit back, keep going with what I feel is right, and hopefully something will reveal itself to me...

I'm off to finish watching this movie. I'll just study after this movie goes off.


Chelsa
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