Unfortunately, I'll never be back to who I was. There's nothing to go back to. I've never gone back in life. I've changed, I like it, and I'll find a way to make everything better for me.
Until then...well, I'm not quite sure. I guess everyone will have to deal with my mood swings and crappy attitudes. Sorry for everything.
hey, so i guess your going through some shit right now, but as always im here and you know that, so if u need to just email me and write away honestly i dont mind! i dont like seeing you so sad/mad/upset. i know what u mean about some of the stuff in the begining, it deff sucks. you can do it though, yeah i dont really know know you but from talking to you for a little while your stronger than you think. i wish i could come to arizona and give you a HUGE hug, but i cant lol ...oi, well try to feel better k ? <3333
Aww, I wish you could come give me a hug too. I definitely don't get enough of those from enough people. :-\ I guess it's kind of hard, when the one I'm trying to get over is the one I'm closest with. But I couldn't have it any other way. And I hope I can at least find some other girl to be able to share some of the feelings that are being held in.
I seriously don't know where to go for help or who to look to for the things I want and need... I'm just in between and alone right now and I HATE IT! Oh well. =\
aw well if im ever randomly in arizona ill come give you one lol but im not sure thats gonna happen soon lol yeah breaking up with some one would be hard especially like with u , its ur best friend so you dont want to loose them. dont worry it just takes time, and when its right you'll meet some one else who will love you and it'll be worth the time/waiting, that better be true b/c thats what im hoping lol but idk what else to tell you, other than your not alone, everyone goes through this kind of emotional crap at one time so dont feel so alone b/c your not.
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It was about my family, why am I always the one that makes
you angry or sad or happy?
I'm sorry, it's all over now,
be back to who you were...
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There's nothing to go back to.
I've never gone back in life.
I've changed, I like it, and I'll find a way to make everything better for me.
Until then...well, I'm not quite sure.
I guess everyone will have to deal with my mood swings and crappy attitudes.
Sorry for everything.
I love you.
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so i guess your going through some shit right now, but as always im here and you know that, so if u need to just email me and write away honestly i dont mind! i dont like seeing you so sad/mad/upset. i know what u mean about some of the stuff in the begining, it deff sucks. you can do it though, yeah i dont really know know you but from talking to you for a little while your stronger than you think. i wish i could come to arizona and give you a HUGE hug, but i cant lol ...oi, well try to feel better k ?
<3333
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I definitely don't get enough of those from enough people. :-\
I guess it's kind of hard, when the one I'm trying to get over is the one I'm closest with.
But I couldn't have it any other way.
And I hope I can at least find some other girl to be able to share some of the feelings that are being held in.
I seriously don't know where to go for help or who to look to for the things I want and need...
I'm just in between and alone right now and I HATE IT!
Oh well. =\
<3333
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yeah breaking up with some one would be hard especially like with u , its ur best friend so you dont want to loose them.
dont worry it just takes time, and when its right you'll meet some one else who will love you and it'll be worth the time/waiting, that better be true b/c thats what im hoping lol but idk what else to tell you, other than your not alone, everyone goes through this kind of emotional crap at one time so dont feel so alone b/c your not.
cheer up!
<33333
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