Can I please have my heart back?
I fucking hate this.
I think some of my bad habits are coming back.
I need somebody to love me like I want to love them.
I need somebody to always be there for me.
I want to be important in somebody's life.
I want these feelings to go away.
I want to be happy.
Heck, I don't know what I want...=(
"I'm pretty awesome...when you're not looking."
Why can't anybody appreciate me for what I AM?
Stop telling me what to make myself.
I've spent the last year making myself what I want to be.
And I love what I am and what I'm about.
I've had people help me along the way.
One quite a bit.
But people change and people move on.
Nothing in life is permanant.
I'll get better eventually.
Ugh, I want to get my lip pierced so bad!
I WANT to do things to piss people off.
I want to do things to seperate myself from the crowd.
I want to build my pride back up to what it was just months ago.
And I'm finding other ways to do that.
I'm sick and tired of people trying to control me.
It's my life and I'll do what I want with it.
If I fuck up, that's for me to deal with, not you.
And this time I'm not going to let myself fall back into the black hole that's been so paracidic lately...
Well...I guess I'm done ranting.
I kinda' feel better getting this stuff out.
It's gonna' be hard to go against my instincts.
But this time I come first.
Love always,
Daniel xoxo
I think some of my bad habits are coming back.
I need somebody to love me like I want to love them.
I need somebody to always be there for me.
I want to be important in somebody's life.
I want these feelings to go away.
I want to be happy.
Heck, I don't know what I want...=(
"I'm pretty awesome...when you're not looking."
Why can't anybody appreciate me for what I AM?
Stop telling me what to make myself.
I've spent the last year making myself what I want to be.
And I love what I am and what I'm about.
I've had people help me along the way.
One quite a bit.
But people change and people move on.
Nothing in life is permanant.
I'll get better eventually.
Ugh, I want to get my lip pierced so bad!
I WANT to do things to piss people off.
I want to do things to seperate myself from the crowd.
I want to build my pride back up to what it was just months ago.
And I'm finding other ways to do that.
I'm sick and tired of people trying to control me.
It's my life and I'll do what I want with it.
If I fuck up, that's for me to deal with, not you.
And this time I'm not going to let myself fall back into the black hole that's been so paracidic lately...
Well...I guess I'm done ranting.
I kinda' feel better getting this stuff out.
It's gonna' be hard to go against my instincts.
But this time I come first.
Love always,
Daniel xoxo