Jul 06, 2005 09:21
i'm giving up on this fast..
just going to make a diet.
i binged so bad yesterday.
i mean big time.
i tried to purge, but i couldn't bring myself to do it.
i tried with my finger and my tooth brush, but i couldn't do it.
i went 19 hours without eating, and i was doing good. stupid me.
but i think i'm going to start my period today.
i haven't had in about 2 months, which is weird.
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and there's no way i'm pregnant because i'm still a virgin.
heck, i've only kissed one guy so..
but my tummy is hurting so bad.
and it's not hungry pains.
so today i've set myself a limit,
1 container of low fat lite yogurt, 4 baby carrots, lots of water and 2 coke zeros or diet coke, which ever i feel like.