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ive been having a lot of bad thoughts lately.
like dying thoughts.
it is kind of scaring me to be honest. i dont really want to die right now. i mean, i really dont have much going for me anymore, but i dont want to die. i think its time i went to the doctor about all this. ive put it off for the fact i thought i could do it on my own, but its becoming very clear to me that i cant anymore. im turning into a different person. i can see it, and i know everyone else can. i need a big change. now.
like dying thoughts.
it is kind of scaring me to be honest. i dont really want to die right now. i mean, i really dont have much going for me anymore, but i dont want to die. i think its time i went to the doctor about all this. ive put it off for the fact i thought i could do it on my own, but its becoming very clear to me that i cant anymore. im turning into a different person. i can see it, and i know everyone else can. i need a big change. now.