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he pisses me the fuck off. why cant he stop being a child and grow up and actually face problems? he got pissed at her tonight when i came over, said that he was mad because she spends too much time with me. with that remark, i call him a complete fucking retard. hes with her a lot more than i am. he gets to sleep at her house, which is something i would love. he takes her out to eat, takes her anywhere. she will even overlap her plans with me to see him, and yet hes complaining. god damn stupidity. this is dumb. he sees her a lot more than i do, and hes mad because when i do see her he feels that he doesnt. pretty much every time i see her anymore hes there. i dont get any alone time with her anymore, so if anyone should complain its me. but im above that, i do not complain about things that can be fixed by simply doing something about it. i care too much about her to say anything remotely stupid to upset her or make her sad. im losing faith in him caring anything about her at all, which just makes me try even harder. ive even backed off some just not to cause problems she would have to deal with. if he wants me to go all out i will. i will give him competition he cant deal with. but i wont, because i know she would have to listen to him be a little bitch about the entire thing. god, my pet peeve is irrational self centered people, and i believe hes one of them. i think he cares more about his own personal gain than actually keeping her. its not the fact that hes afraid of losing her, its the fact hes afraid of losing the closest person to him. therefor, its him he cares about. it pisses me off so bad, oh my god, you have no idea. it takes a lot to make me furious, but he should feel special, i am pissed as hell. so good job idiot, youve pissed me off and made her sad..which makes me even more angry at which you could be so retarded as to make her sad over such a stupid thing. idiot, grow up, do yourself and the world that favor. this is me in a pissed off mood.