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i went out with joyce to the mall, giant eagle, apple bees on friday. i had an alright time. i came home with the mind set that i was gonna have a good weekend. but i have fake friends that ruined my mood for a small time frame. i hate that. those people who hug you and act all sweet and like you're the greatest thing to walk this earth..but in actuality, they couldnt give a flying fuck about you, how you feel, etc. wtf. i'm done trying to be friends with people like that. it is such a waste of time.
the night ended good though. i saw dave gorski in instant replay. it was a good 5 minutes with him lol. later i went to ben ben's..were gonna go out but decided to just stay in..we watched amityville horror, which scared the poopy out of us. he wasted half a cigarette cuz he got scared when we were outside. hahaha. what a baby <3. we got to sleep together cuz his dad wasnt home. it was lovely. i like when that happens. as soon as we woke up we finally watched the green mile. :) his mom made us pancakes. he called off work. i went home for a little and got in a fight with my dad. i hate him most of the time. then i met britt, rikki, and cory at ben's house. we went to corys. rocco. crystal. then keally's. without rikki and crystal:(. it was fun, ended up not fun. i realized that im real annoying sometimes. we slept at bens. both my feet ended up wet..one foot in water..one in green tea. i was pissed. ben woke me up at 5 and everything was better again. his mom asked what was in the drive way. none of knew what to say. haha. awkward. ben went to work. i went to eat with my mom then walmart. i hate walmart. i used to like it. but that is the past. i wasnt allowed to go out. i fell asleep on the couch for like 5 minutes on accident when watching tv. my dad yelled at me for that. yea i dunno.
this morning wasnt good. i left without my backpack and had to turn around and come back to get it. i almost died once. there was soup spilled on my desk from my roommates. and pretzles. annoying. i was in good mood after i slept for 3 hours. i feel like talking, but there isnt anyone to talk to at the moment.
im probably not gonna see ben this weekend. it's possible, but yea. doesn't seem promising. :(. i get to see my two best friends though on saturday! then my birthday is coming up!! woohoo. better get me something good :) ill finally be 18. weird. joyce is coming up next week i think. then i get to see ben the weekend before my birthday. :). then angie and jaime are coming up here to visit me over the weekend. then i can't wait till november 11th. ;). then the week after that is thanksgiving break! omg i cannot wait. i wish i could go to nc. only 3 weeks after thanksgiving break is over..CHRISTMAS BREAK! for a month! wow. exciting.
the night ended good though. i saw dave gorski in instant replay. it was a good 5 minutes with him lol. later i went to ben ben's..were gonna go out but decided to just stay in..we watched amityville horror, which scared the poopy out of us. he wasted half a cigarette cuz he got scared when we were outside. hahaha. what a baby <3. we got to sleep together cuz his dad wasnt home. it was lovely. i like when that happens. as soon as we woke up we finally watched the green mile. :) his mom made us pancakes. he called off work. i went home for a little and got in a fight with my dad. i hate him most of the time. then i met britt, rikki, and cory at ben's house. we went to corys. rocco. crystal. then keally's. without rikki and crystal:(. it was fun, ended up not fun. i realized that im real annoying sometimes. we slept at bens. both my feet ended up wet..one foot in water..one in green tea. i was pissed. ben woke me up at 5 and everything was better again. his mom asked what was in the drive way. none of knew what to say. haha. awkward. ben went to work. i went to eat with my mom then walmart. i hate walmart. i used to like it. but that is the past. i wasnt allowed to go out. i fell asleep on the couch for like 5 minutes on accident when watching tv. my dad yelled at me for that. yea i dunno.
this morning wasnt good. i left without my backpack and had to turn around and come back to get it. i almost died once. there was soup spilled on my desk from my roommates. and pretzles. annoying. i was in good mood after i slept for 3 hours. i feel like talking, but there isnt anyone to talk to at the moment.
im probably not gonna see ben this weekend. it's possible, but yea. doesn't seem promising. :(. i get to see my two best friends though on saturday! then my birthday is coming up!! woohoo. better get me something good :) ill finally be 18. weird. joyce is coming up next week i think. then i get to see ben the weekend before my birthday. :). then angie and jaime are coming up here to visit me over the weekend. then i can't wait till november 11th. ;). then the week after that is thanksgiving break! omg i cannot wait. i wish i could go to nc. only 3 weeks after thanksgiving break is over..CHRISTMAS BREAK! for a month! wow. exciting.