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or bitching... you decide.
why is it that I work so hard and try so hard to make something go right and be perfect, but it always some how gets fucked up?
Why is it that I can't speak my mind or, for the most part, speak up?
Why is it that I get yelled at even more when I try to stick up for myself?
Why is it that everyone else can go out and have a hellofa time and not have a single care in the world... but I can't??
why do I feel so lazy and unmotivated?
why are people in the parking lot a bunch of jerks?
why is it that the only reason why he treated me so nice today was only because he knew that I was upset with him?
why can't I be pretty and petite and have perfect teeth?
why can't my loved ones get what they want? is it because of me?
Why can't Mike and Janice survive, why do they have to struggle? they didn't deserve it.
Why does my mom have to suffer?
why am I such a burden?
I'll tell you why, because I suck.
I suck the big one guys.