i can honestly say..
that i'm starting to become more inspired now days. so many things around me are just inspiring me to do things and finally push myself to do something. me getting fired from H&M is def a blessing that hasn't exactly explained itself yet. who knows where i'm going to end up in the next few weeks, it's just so exciting in a odd way i guess. ontop of that music is starting to brighten up for me besides the fact chris is full of shit kind of. i hauled ass, and rushed to the far west part of downtown to meet chris for pratice. i was so pissed i lugged all of my shit trying to meet him at a good time so we won't waste anytime for pratice...once i got there, he found out that jeff, the drummer ended up having to pull out mainly cause something happened with his (newborn)baby. it's fucked up or whatever, but at the same time he could've def called chris and told him he wouldn't have been able to come out instead of waiting until like what..10, 5 minutes before we were going to practice. but whatever, i still haven't completely given up on that. if bullshit contine you i'm just going to completely stop the idea of joining someone else's band unless their shit is legit as fuck and they're already playing shows and possibly already thinking about touring. besides that, my main goal right now is..trying to find a new job, or two..buy new gear and get serviced what i already own. i keep on somewhat making new connections and just hopefully something will just happen for me, hopefully.