"Rachel, I was just bullshitting right there, it's so gay.. FIGURE SKATING FAGGOT!!"
Well, last night was interesting to say the least.
I'm aggravated, pissed & a little disgusted, I'm not going to lie.
I'm probably going to offened you,
& I'm sorry if I do, but I think it needs to be said on many differen't levels.
I think there's some certain people out there that still have a lot of growing up to do.
I know, who in the hell am I to say that? I'm not even 17 years old yet, six day to be exact.
It just, it's sad when I have my life more together,
& my priorities straight, verses someone who's 18 years old,
heading off to college, & someone starting their senior year.
I asked you to do ONE thing for me, ONE.. & you couldn't.
I know, I know.. you were trashed, I'm sorry.. but, that isn't a good enough excuse for me.
Granted, alochol makes you do stupid shit.. but that's a fuck load of stupid shit.
I know, you can't help what you did. & I'm sure eventually you'll feel bad about it,
but by then.. I'll be over it, & not worrying about who you're hooking up with, because my cousin will be over it too.
That's my only beef, I love that kid more than anything.. & to see the look on his face was .. not good for me.
I mean, maybe.. JUST MAYBE, if I wouldn't have warned you, & told you NOT to do that infront of him,
MAYBE you could justify this, but .. hey! you can't. Ya know, "every action in this world will bear a consquence."
You know that you have never pissed me off before, but there's a 1st time for everything.
Don't worry about it, I'll get over it. I just want you to know I didn't apperciate it, nor did I like the way it made me cousin feel either.
Everyone fucks up, & like I've been told this past week..
You have to look beyond the beheavior & look at the person.
Nick told everyone that I lied about him hitting me,
& I was only doing it for attetion, that about killed me.
I'm not a liar, & I wouldn't lie about something like that.
Plus, all of you know me.. I'm not that kind of girl that needs attetion like that.
I know you're scared of my family, & you very well should be...
but DO NOT make me out to be liar, becase you will go down.
The least thing he can do is fess up to it for christs sake.
I'm just happy that, well.. I hope that everyone believe's me..
I don't lie, & there'd be NOWAY in hell I'd lie about something like that.
I'm just happy I have a family that I can count on, even Johnny.
Nick called him, & called me a liar as i was standing there, told my cousin that I was a fucking liar.
Johnny got there, & he gave me this look.. like, "I know..."
So, I asked if I could talk to him for a min. & of course, he said 'of course.'
So, we walked off, I asked him what Nick said, & he told me..
& I was like, Johnny.. you know me better than that, I wouldnt lie.
He's like "of course, you're my cousin.. I'd believe you over anyone.. anyday."
It's just nice to know, that evne though him & I aren't as close as we use to be, he's still there.
He told me that he stopped all the drugs, I didn't evne ask him.. He just looked at me, & told me that he stoped everything.
I really hope he did, I love that kid entirely too much to see him fuck shit up.
<33333
alright, I'm done bitching for the day.
KATIE, WHERE ARE THE PICTURES?!
I'm aggravated, pissed & a little disgusted, I'm not going to lie.
I'm probably going to offened you,
& I'm sorry if I do, but I think it needs to be said on many differen't levels.
I think there's some certain people out there that still have a lot of growing up to do.
I know, who in the hell am I to say that? I'm not even 17 years old yet, six day to be exact.
It just, it's sad when I have my life more together,
& my priorities straight, verses someone who's 18 years old,
heading off to college, & someone starting their senior year.
I asked you to do ONE thing for me, ONE.. & you couldn't.
I know, I know.. you were trashed, I'm sorry.. but, that isn't a good enough excuse for me.
Granted, alochol makes you do stupid shit.. but that's a fuck load of stupid shit.
I know, you can't help what you did. & I'm sure eventually you'll feel bad about it,
but by then.. I'll be over it, & not worrying about who you're hooking up with, because my cousin will be over it too.
That's my only beef, I love that kid more than anything.. & to see the look on his face was .. not good for me.
I mean, maybe.. JUST MAYBE, if I wouldn't have warned you, & told you NOT to do that infront of him,
MAYBE you could justify this, but .. hey! you can't. Ya know, "every action in this world will bear a consquence."
You know that you have never pissed me off before, but there's a 1st time for everything.
Don't worry about it, I'll get over it. I just want you to know I didn't apperciate it, nor did I like the way it made me cousin feel either.
Everyone fucks up, & like I've been told this past week..
You have to look beyond the beheavior & look at the person.
Nick told everyone that I lied about him hitting me,
& I was only doing it for attetion, that about killed me.
I'm not a liar, & I wouldn't lie about something like that.
Plus, all of you know me.. I'm not that kind of girl that needs attetion like that.
I know you're scared of my family, & you very well should be...
but DO NOT make me out to be liar, becase you will go down.
The least thing he can do is fess up to it for christs sake.
I'm just happy that, well.. I hope that everyone believe's me..
I don't lie, & there'd be NOWAY in hell I'd lie about something like that.
I'm just happy I have a family that I can count on, even Johnny.
Nick called him, & called me a liar as i was standing there, told my cousin that I was a fucking liar.
Johnny got there, & he gave me this look.. like, "I know..."
So, I asked if I could talk to him for a min. & of course, he said 'of course.'
So, we walked off, I asked him what Nick said, & he told me..
& I was like, Johnny.. you know me better than that, I wouldnt lie.
He's like "of course, you're my cousin.. I'd believe you over anyone.. anyday."
It's just nice to know, that evne though him & I aren't as close as we use to be, he's still there.
He told me that he stopped all the drugs, I didn't evne ask him.. He just looked at me, & told me that he stoped everything.
I really hope he did, I love that kid entirely too much to see him fuck shit up.
<33333
alright, I'm done bitching for the day.
KATIE, WHERE ARE THE PICTURES?!