Mar 13, 2011 13:01
it's amazing what your gut can tell you. people say "follow your gut", but i mean really, i'm pretty surprised myself by my gut's ability to be correct this time.
aaron and i are back together. just like i thought we would be. weird.
i'm happy. like really happy about it. things seem better. he's trying harder. i'm not so reliant. it's way more mutual then it had been.
last semester was crazy for us. we're both back to ourselves now, and i'm kinda thankful for the 5 months we had apart to sort ourselves out. i think if we hadn't have had that that we would have ended up with a much more bloody breakup. and a final one.
i spent a lot of time wanting us to get back together after we broke up. and as soon as i stopped wanting it, as soon as i decided to let it be, it happened. strange how those things work.
i also think it's strange that as soon as we're back together, i start rewatching lost like i've been meaning to. i think the secret i posted in my last post- the one about aaron and i breaking up- was pretty true. but it doesn't have to be my secret anymore.