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i've lost all interest in smoking; pot, cigars, anything. i think about how much i want to drink, but when the moment arrives it seems repulsive. lately my cravings have laid in casey aylward, video games, & cleaning. regardless of the fact that i'd rather play video games than have a few drinks, i've grown up. i think the acceptance letter to montserrat forced my mentality in a more mature direction. i looked at campus jobs online in school today, & got excited last night when i thought about how i am going to have to buy silverware for my new house in the fall. it's a little awkward being an almost-adult. i'm going to my room now so that i can listen to iron & wine while i pretend that i am on the TLC show "clean sweep."