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okay. today is proof enough to me that
a) i am a STUPID FUCKING IDIOT.
b) i cry too much.
c) i am shit at lying.
d) i feel forced to conform. and i hate it so fucking much.
e) i think i'm developing agoraphobia or something like that
f) i am telling the truth here, and not out of laziness,
i REALLY don't want to work here. but if i dont, i am more or less being
forced to sign on. which i really don't want to do either. i
don't know what to do about this.
g) i don't know what to do about anything
h) i hate it here more than i can put into words. it's making me ill
i swear.
i) i need a friend. someone. something. i don't think i can deal
always being by myself anymore.
j) i hate myself more than even my sister and mum put together&more.
k) a thousand more things.
oh god, here it goes again.
a) i am a STUPID FUCKING IDIOT.
b) i cry too much.
c) i am shit at lying.
d) i feel forced to conform. and i hate it so fucking much.
e) i think i'm developing agoraphobia or something like that
f) i am telling the truth here, and not out of laziness,
i REALLY don't want to work here. but if i dont, i am more or less being
forced to sign on. which i really don't want to do either. i
don't know what to do about this.
g) i don't know what to do about anything
h) i hate it here more than i can put into words. it's making me ill
i swear.
i) i need a friend. someone. something. i don't think i can deal
always being by myself anymore.
j) i hate myself more than even my sister and mum put together&more.
k) a thousand more things.
oh god, here it goes again.