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Well I just got back from playing a little soccer at pikeville high school with kyle.
Was hard to actually focus I have so much on my mind, its hard to actually fall asleep.
Leslie is gone to this pikeville college thing, and shes gone for 2 weeks....the only time I get to see her will be this saturday for like 2 hours, becuase she has to fucking work.
Argh this is so annoying, and she is up there with all these guys who she told me she liked before and shit.
Oh yeah, she has cheated with all her boyfriends with guys from booth.
So i;ve been real paranoid here.
She says I have nothing to worry about, but yeah I kinda do.
I usely do this with us, I get real paranoid and I dont allow myself to get hurt, and I always fuck up with her by doing something stupid.
Everytime I call her, I dont know it just seems wierd, I feel like were broke up right now though.
I hate this fucking feeling of knowing something might happen and I cant stop it.
I cant wait till this shit is over, or untill she calls next.
with love,
aaron
Was hard to actually focus I have so much on my mind, its hard to actually fall asleep.
Leslie is gone to this pikeville college thing, and shes gone for 2 weeks....the only time I get to see her will be this saturday for like 2 hours, becuase she has to fucking work.
Argh this is so annoying, and she is up there with all these guys who she told me she liked before and shit.
Oh yeah, she has cheated with all her boyfriends with guys from booth.
So i;ve been real paranoid here.
She says I have nothing to worry about, but yeah I kinda do.
I usely do this with us, I get real paranoid and I dont allow myself to get hurt, and I always fuck up with her by doing something stupid.
Everytime I call her, I dont know it just seems wierd, I feel like were broke up right now though.
I hate this fucking feeling of knowing something might happen and I cant stop it.
I cant wait till this shit is over, or untill she calls next.
with love,
aaron