The Gust.
I feel like this summer is pushing along, like a large gust of wind-propelling me towards something I cannot control...
I don't know whether to ride along and hold on to my pants, or to fear the world passing behind me and what that means for the future.
Work is going well. As a seasoned veteran, I am getting some good shifts and a bunch of saturdays off! awesome. I have been reading a LOT, so look for a book list shortly. I have not been writing as much as I need to. I need to get on a regular schedule (which I will probably start tomorrow...but its hard to stick to with the changed every day in work times.
I am making some changes in my life-not that I necessarily want to talk about them now. In due time...
The saddest news I have received is that Shelby does have cancer. The vet gave her 2-6 months before...well, you know. My mom told me this afternoon when I came home for lunch. Yeah, it broke me down, but at the same time, we have more time with her because she got her surgery. Now we can spoil her rotten and treat her so well in her last few days.
The hardest thing to deal with is knowing that any time I leave, I need to say goodbye. It could happen any moment...
And finally the house crap has calmed down. Seriously, any more paperwork and I will blow my top. And I know everyone wanted me to plan some sisterhoods this summer, but it is just not going to happen right now. I have too much on my plate to handle that...
I don't know whether to ride along and hold on to my pants, or to fear the world passing behind me and what that means for the future.
Work is going well. As a seasoned veteran, I am getting some good shifts and a bunch of saturdays off! awesome. I have been reading a LOT, so look for a book list shortly. I have not been writing as much as I need to. I need to get on a regular schedule (which I will probably start tomorrow...but its hard to stick to with the changed every day in work times.
I am making some changes in my life-not that I necessarily want to talk about them now. In due time...
The saddest news I have received is that Shelby does have cancer. The vet gave her 2-6 months before...well, you know. My mom told me this afternoon when I came home for lunch. Yeah, it broke me down, but at the same time, we have more time with her because she got her surgery. Now we can spoil her rotten and treat her so well in her last few days.
The hardest thing to deal with is knowing that any time I leave, I need to say goodbye. It could happen any moment...
And finally the house crap has calmed down. Seriously, any more paperwork and I will blow my top. And I know everyone wanted me to plan some sisterhoods this summer, but it is just not going to happen right now. I have too much on my plate to handle that...