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sometimes i don't know how i got so lucky
i still don't think it's real
i expect any moment for him to just walk away like everyone else does
i have the worst issues when it comes to this kind of stuff
i'm so unsure of myself, and untrusting of men
but i can't run from a good thing, even if i am scared of the future
anyways, right now it's perfect
so for the past couple weeks, ive been with josh
it's been like a slice of heaven
like, the perfect peach blunt
or that excited feeling right before christmas
he's so nice to me and such a sweetheart
he loves laurissa and chloe
and they like him
he doesn't like sleeping alone either so
we've pretty much been inseperable haha
and since right now i can get into only one bar,
he's getting me a fake ID
they give free reprints if you lose it or get it taken
how down is that?
anywayssss i'm just happy
everything's kind of working out
except for the fact that i'm a nervous wreck
that it's all gonna come crashing down
tonight is my HUGE presentation in class
i just finished my 5 pg paper, and my posterboard is done
i am SO FUCKING NERVOUS
hfgkjfhdgkh!!!!
tomorrows another pay day, hahaha they just keep coming
christmas shopping this weekend :D
anyways, pictures later <3
i still don't think it's real
i expect any moment for him to just walk away like everyone else does
i have the worst issues when it comes to this kind of stuff
i'm so unsure of myself, and untrusting of men
but i can't run from a good thing, even if i am scared of the future
anyways, right now it's perfect
so for the past couple weeks, ive been with josh
it's been like a slice of heaven
like, the perfect peach blunt
or that excited feeling right before christmas
he's so nice to me and such a sweetheart
he loves laurissa and chloe
and they like him
he doesn't like sleeping alone either so
we've pretty much been inseperable haha
and since right now i can get into only one bar,
he's getting me a fake ID
they give free reprints if you lose it or get it taken
how down is that?
anywayssss i'm just happy
everything's kind of working out
except for the fact that i'm a nervous wreck
that it's all gonna come crashing down
tonight is my HUGE presentation in class
i just finished my 5 pg paper, and my posterboard is done
i am SO FUCKING NERVOUS
hfgkjfhdgkh!!!!
tomorrows another pay day, hahaha they just keep coming
christmas shopping this weekend :D
anyways, pictures later <3