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some things i just can't believe in this world. everythings changing, or maybe it's just me that's changing...
my life seems kind of monotone right now, but in a sort-of good way. i'm just trying really hard to be responsible, and do everything that's expected of me. i don't want to fail in life or lose my ambition like so many i know have. every day i get up, work 8-4. twice a weeks i have class straight after work until 10. the other days during the week are spent in the library doing homework, or trying to hang out with my friends as much as possible. amanda has been distant lately. we both just got a lot of new job responsiblities, plus me going to school makes it really hard for us to hang out. but that doesn't mean she shouldn't call and check up on me, it kind of hurts my feelings that all we do when we kick it is smoke blunts and maybe see a movie. sarra and me are close as always. she has a new boyfriend and i'm so stoked for her. he's a good guy, i think he'll be good for her. it just sucks cuz now she has him in her life, and it's gonna be even harder for me to see her now, but we'll manage.
everyone we used to hang out in costa mesa is going crazy hahahaha. i am so happy i am distanced from that crowd. like seriously, kayti and scotty hanging out together?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA it's probably the funniest thing that happened to me all week (sad huh?) like, it's a joke. people try to find friends in the strangest places, i'm just glad my relationships are stronger. i wish i could spend more time with chloe and laurissa, i love them so much! they are like me and sarra, they would die for each other and i think it's so cute that two pairs of best friends love each other so much.
on another note, i'm trying to seduce my supervisor. it's the perfect scandalous affair i've been waiting for (and save your opinions for yourself, cus i could give a shit what you think). he's in his late 40's, rich, married, and gets to travel a lot for buisness. i can tell what he thinks of me by the way he looks at me anyways. it's the perfect situation. love doesn't exist anyway.
i'm so excited for christmas break from school. i have a huuuuuuge presentation coming up that's really important for my grade. i'm stressing out cus i volunteered to be in the early group and i have only done a tiny bit of internet research so far. i need to devote some serious time to the library. i just can't wait for the semester to end and finals to be over. one more month....
my life seems kind of monotone right now, but in a sort-of good way. i'm just trying really hard to be responsible, and do everything that's expected of me. i don't want to fail in life or lose my ambition like so many i know have. every day i get up, work 8-4. twice a weeks i have class straight after work until 10. the other days during the week are spent in the library doing homework, or trying to hang out with my friends as much as possible. amanda has been distant lately. we both just got a lot of new job responsiblities, plus me going to school makes it really hard for us to hang out. but that doesn't mean she shouldn't call and check up on me, it kind of hurts my feelings that all we do when we kick it is smoke blunts and maybe see a movie. sarra and me are close as always. she has a new boyfriend and i'm so stoked for her. he's a good guy, i think he'll be good for her. it just sucks cuz now she has him in her life, and it's gonna be even harder for me to see her now, but we'll manage.
everyone we used to hang out in costa mesa is going crazy hahahaha. i am so happy i am distanced from that crowd. like seriously, kayti and scotty hanging out together?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA it's probably the funniest thing that happened to me all week (sad huh?) like, it's a joke. people try to find friends in the strangest places, i'm just glad my relationships are stronger. i wish i could spend more time with chloe and laurissa, i love them so much! they are like me and sarra, they would die for each other and i think it's so cute that two pairs of best friends love each other so much.
on another note, i'm trying to seduce my supervisor. it's the perfect scandalous affair i've been waiting for (and save your opinions for yourself, cus i could give a shit what you think). he's in his late 40's, rich, married, and gets to travel a lot for buisness. i can tell what he thinks of me by the way he looks at me anyways. it's the perfect situation. love doesn't exist anyway.
i'm so excited for christmas break from school. i have a huuuuuuge presentation coming up that's really important for my grade. i'm stressing out cus i volunteered to be in the early group and i have only done a tiny bit of internet research so far. i need to devote some serious time to the library. i just can't wait for the semester to end and finals to be over. one more month....