UPDATE, possibly the last?
OKAY, so today i was cleared from lachsa! the graduation ceremony is friday, but im not in high school anymore!!!!!
i keep crying. i started crying at the gym today when i described jolly good to chad. the end of the year has turned me into an emotional wreck! i said goodbye to james, which was sad. scary to think i might not see these people i love again until christmas.
yesterday was the awards ceremony. it was beautiful, and im so proud of my peers. youre all so inspiring.
today was the lovely senior brunch, which included an amazing contest between aidan and thomas (which aidan clearly won) and flow/rap contests and dance-offs. during the rapping, alan mentioned how we're getting married. then edwin decided to mention me again. i dont think my face could have been more red. but it was cute, and i felt very touched and loved throughout the whole day.
also, id like to ask everyone, if you have any last words or thoughts you want me to know, please come talk to me. or if its easier said here, leave it in a comment. or myspace message me if its private. but really, dont leave anything unsaid. because i really dont know how things are going to fall out from here. im planning on staying in touch with EVERYONE, but see, for the next 8 weeks, its up to my friends to keep the relationship going. and one-sided relationships are not fun. so im scared that people will stop writing since they wont be receiving replies. do not take this personally!!! id love more than anything to be able to call friends, but i cant. not until the school year. so, hopefully people will stay in touch, so that ill have friends to call when im finally allowed to :)
I HAVE NEW PICTURES ON MY MYSPACE FROM YESTERDAY AND TODAY. go see.