my 15th birthday was sunday. i got an ipod with my money and my parents got me my own digital camera. halloween was ok. i decided im no longer telling people about my struggles with friend or my boyfriend because all it does is create gossip for me to deal with. and to muhc worry and then fights with the people. girls are way to catty. i miss last years inoscense. i miss last years friends. last years relationship. I WANT THINGS TO GO BACK TO NORMAL. i suppose they never will so i should suck it up, life life and enjoy it. i miss craig =( he went to notre dame. we were just getting to be good friend damn it. anyways happy halloweener.