Sep 21, 2004 17:24
I love how when you actually need to get somewhere people stand in your way or drive 30 mph below the speed limit and then wont let you in the other lane to pass them. Some people are just ruuuuuuude. It seems like there's always something stopping me from acheiving my goals. (Not that getting to Baskin Robbins is one of my goals, but still) Whether it's drama, homework, time...that I dont have, or just random ass things that come up, I'm always late or end up not going. We try so hard to keep focused but there are so many distractions that pull us away from what we really want/need. Have you ever noticed that the things that you want the most are the easiest to give up? Maybe its just me but I know that whenever I want something really bad I either go get it at that exact moment or completely trash it in a matter of seconds, complaining that its too far away or takes too much time. I wish that I could always go for the gusto and start things when their assigned or make something when I feel creative. Sometimes I'm good at it and other times I'm just lazy. Wow, I've gone from things standing in the way to being lazy...I guess that just about sums it up...not quite sure what my problem is though, am I making excuses b/c I am lazy or are there really things standing in my way that I need to learn to overcome to finish what I start???
hmmm