Sep 07, 2004 02:27
Today was okay. Omfg, go carts were so much fun!! I ran into Kevin at one of the tracks. Haha, me and him went bungi jumping. My mom was shitting her pants. He was like "OH NO WERE GUNNA DIE" when the ropes made an odd noise and I so went head first into his chest screaming my ass off. Lol. Before that we racedd our go carts.. We had to stop to hand in 2 tickets.. its 2 tickets per lap (the only track to do that n it figures its a long one.. but it kinda sucked. No chances in passen n e one), he jumped in on me on the go cart n hit the gas lol. It was funny.
Later my dad was like.. Who is he? And I was like.. you know Kevin. We dated in the 5th grade. He goes.. oh.. are you two a thing again? And I wasl ike nope just friends. Kevin said maybe and I said no, then I pushed him kidden around not even a hard push lol.
After that my fam and I went to go bowling.. So much fun. I got 2nd place the first game. WHICH HAS NEVERH APPENED BEFORE!! IM USUALLY LAST! LOL, I got 4 strikes.. MOST I EVER GOTTEN! My score was 131, and my mo mgot 138.. My mom had the highest score.
The second game sucked. I got 86 or something liek that.. and myt momgot like .. 62 lmfao. She got last. .and I got second to last lmao. YET NOT LAST AGAIN lmao, our scores were totaled i got 217 for a total and my mom had 201 or something.. lol. I still wasnt last =D. Heheeeee lol.
After that I came hom n talked for awhile and then I got ready for work. <3. HAd a big day today lol so much fun.
Work was okay. I was so tired, I still am =\. It's my fault, I don't want to sleep, lol. Kevin and some friends I haven't seen in awhile stopped by and we weren't busy so we talked. Kevin told me he still had feelings for me and I lost it because he's my best friend and I don't want to lose him because I don't like him like that. =\. He said if I ever did.. he'd be waiting, it was so sweet. Ashley, and Jannit and I talkedddd <3. Jannit lost so much weight. It's great <3. She used to be kidan over weight now she's wow lmao. Its amazing. She's lost so much weight in a year. Ashley has been getting yeleld at her sister for not wearing her brace lmao. It's her own fault she's suppose to be wearing it.
But yeah.. I cried when they left kuz I don't like him.. I love Bobbie. Dj stopped being the prick he is and held me <3. First time in the year I've known him that he was sweet. I calmed down a half n hour later.. till I took the trash out.
Okay so the dumpsters are hidden behind a huge white fence and a white brick wall.. one way in.. one way out.. and I went to take the trash out and BAM!!! Kevin scares the living shit out of me -.-. Fucken Aaaaaa I was so mad. Lol. But it's cool. He's such an ass.
Bobbie and I had an arguement.. I don't want to say fight because last time I did she said we don't have fights so yeah. I pissed her off badly for using wrong words. =\. It's cool though.. we're okay now. I still wonder about something though.. But I'm pressuring myself to let go.
Before me and Bobbie talked, Jen and I did <3. I called her when we locked up DQ and I was waiting for my ride. I woke her up, I was laughing at her for bein in bed so early lol. It's cool though. I hung up like 5 minutes later kuz I was gunna have my dad meet me at the bank but I knew DJ had to wait for me to be picked up. Store Management new code. Can't leave anyone there alone inless they have their car or something.
But yeah.. When I got home I called her back and we talked. She started crying when I told her I couldn't find George. I still sleep with the damn monkey okay. I can't help it he's cute dammit. Lol. But yeah.. we talked and she felt a lil better.. and then she let me go tryna make me go to bed. I know she went to bed herselff lil butthead. Lol. It's cool though.
My dad n I had a fight after we hung uppp. He called me a bitch as alwayss n I got psiseddddd but I dun care.
DAz was tellen me how he eats salad dressing mayo with everything. *gags* sick ass shit. It's cool. He's sending me Yellowcard songs. I love Yellowcard so much <3. He send me Yellowcard - Gifts and Curses, and now he's sending me Yellowcard - The One. <3 =)
I know people don't want me to be with Bobbie. I know I'm not good enough for her. But I don't want that to be true anymore. I want us to be perfect.. no matter where we are.. no matter how far apart.. No matter where we stand.. I love her and nothing will change that. She's the one for me, I know it..
I'm going to end this though.. kuzz Bobbie can't sleep. So I'm going to help her sleep. I'll write here after my Salem scrimmage tomorrow. <3.
..Kieara