Comments | ______booxbitch: I may be meeting mr.devil soon :)

______booxbitch

I may be meeting mr.devil soon :)

Jan 04, 2006 16:23

I hurt. Badly. But, I dont decide to not show it. I show it. Alot. I could really care less about everyone I know right now. Never ever have my thoughts on death ever been this strong. I have someone stealing my life away from me. I found out someone, I love alot, ILOVESOFUCKINGMUCH. Has a girlfriend. I've ditched so many fucking people for him. ( Read more... )

Comments 5

xdeadxfor_promx January 5 2006, 01:09:56 UTC

i know.
<3♥
we're much more alike than what people think.

______booxbitch January 6 2006, 01:27:07 UTC

Yeah, Its true.

_bloody_rainbow January 5 2006, 01:57:17 UTC

Jeez we're kinda going threw the same thing.
I know what you mean about the whole guy thing. Fucking blows. I feel lik ei get fucked over everytime i turn around, and as a result if i havent gotten fucked over, i feel like i want too or something. Its screwed up my WHOLE dating thing.

Ugh.

I feel you. And it sucks. I sorry

*hugs*

______booxbitch January 6 2006, 01:28:15 UTC

yeah, We are.
<3333333 Its always good to know I'm not alone.

-Hug-

pulchritudiny January 16 2006, 02:03:47 UTC

please.
don't be like me, don't think about marriage that quickly.
i love eric but last year i thought i wanted to marry michael--
we all know how that one turned out.

be carefree. be happy.
don't become fucked up.

i think on a very serious note that i will be seeing a therapist for the remainder of my life.

i pray that you won't feel as uneasy as i do when standing next to windows. these days i sometimes get myself halfway out before pussing out and coming back inside.