Jun 04, 2006 22:52
Long time...no update. Lol
Man, yeah. Today was great, but crappy at the same time. Bleh.
Yeah, I get my hopes up and think things will happen that won't. I hate when I do this to myself, I absolutley hate it. Why did I ever think that would work out? I hate myself for thinking things would go my way.
Im falling apart, I've been thinking horrible thoughts lately. Things I haven't thought in a long time, this morning I just wanted to die. Just like dissapear from the face of the earth. I wanted to be in my own little world where I didn't have to worry about parents, money, and guys, all these stupid teenage worries. I want to get out of it, I want to get out of here.