This is what you do to me.
I hate her.
&& him. I do, I hate you.
What is so bad about me?
You even called her a whore to my face, and yet you still walk with her and treat her like she is the best thing.
& you pretty much ignore me?
Im not the whore.
Maybe thats what you want.
Maybe I should sleep with every guy around, Then would you want me?
Would you?
Well, im sorry that I am not like that.
Im sorry that I dont carry Stds and have sex here and there.
But fuck, I still like you.
Im going to have to get over you, Somehow.
This weekend is going to be great.
I am going to be meeting someone up @ Beatniks.
And they are going to turn my week around for alittle.
This is the guy I liked before I ever thought about you.
This is the guy who will help me get over you, Atleast for a few days.
&& you know why?
Because he is better than you.
He wont pretend like he likes me, and then never talk to me.
He wont call someone a whore, and then hang all over them, right in front of me.
I dont even see him that often at all, but guess what, Hes tries alittle bit more.
jhgjfkgh.
& that little whore,
Go ahead, do whatever you want with her.
Get those diseases, spread them baby.
I dont care.
I built my self-esteem enough to say this,
Just know that Im ten times better then that skank will ever be, and that your missing out on a whole lot darlin.
Maybe I can build up more esteem to say it to your face.
I will.
one day.
But what did I do.
I know.
I changed.
When I find out that I like someone, I act different around them.
Thats what I did with you, and i did it with Dakota.
When we saw eachother at beatniks the first couple of times, I was myself.
& The way you acted was as if you liked me.
You tried to make me kiss you.
& then I found out I liked you.
& now look.
dfghj.
I could hurt myself.
What is wrong with me.
I hate myself now, I really do.
You have made me realize how much of an idiot I am.
How stupid I am.
How stupid I LOOK.
Thanks.
I am myself, And I cant change.
But I want to.
I want to change the way I act in front of the guy I like.
In front of you.
But we cant all get what we want.
Well, I know I cant.
And thanks again for making me realize it.
I hate you.
I like you.
&& him. I do, I hate you.
What is so bad about me?
You even called her a whore to my face, and yet you still walk with her and treat her like she is the best thing.
& you pretty much ignore me?
Im not the whore.
Maybe thats what you want.
Maybe I should sleep with every guy around, Then would you want me?
Would you?
Well, im sorry that I am not like that.
Im sorry that I dont carry Stds and have sex here and there.
But fuck, I still like you.
Im going to have to get over you, Somehow.
This weekend is going to be great.
I am going to be meeting someone up @ Beatniks.
And they are going to turn my week around for alittle.
This is the guy I liked before I ever thought about you.
This is the guy who will help me get over you, Atleast for a few days.
&& you know why?
Because he is better than you.
He wont pretend like he likes me, and then never talk to me.
He wont call someone a whore, and then hang all over them, right in front of me.
I dont even see him that often at all, but guess what, Hes tries alittle bit more.
jhgjfkgh.
& that little whore,
Go ahead, do whatever you want with her.
Get those diseases, spread them baby.
I dont care.
I built my self-esteem enough to say this,
Just know that Im ten times better then that skank will ever be, and that your missing out on a whole lot darlin.
Maybe I can build up more esteem to say it to your face.
I will.
one day.
But what did I do.
I know.
I changed.
When I find out that I like someone, I act different around them.
Thats what I did with you, and i did it with Dakota.
When we saw eachother at beatniks the first couple of times, I was myself.
& The way you acted was as if you liked me.
You tried to make me kiss you.
& then I found out I liked you.
& now look.
dfghj.
I could hurt myself.
What is wrong with me.
I hate myself now, I really do.
You have made me realize how much of an idiot I am.
How stupid I am.
How stupid I LOOK.
Thanks.
I am myself, And I cant change.
But I want to.
I want to change the way I act in front of the guy I like.
In front of you.
But we cant all get what we want.
Well, I know I cant.
And thanks again for making me realize it.
I hate you.
I like you.