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one good thing about music,
when it hits you, you feel no pain.
Bob Marley
-- Trenchtown Rock
so here`s the run down of my weekend.
[friday]
i went out with dylan, lizz && ava. we saw The Hitchhiker`s Guide to the Galaxy" it was weird as shit. but it would have been good if i was stoned. oh well. then we went to starbucks and i saw the lovely sammi [who -- by the way -- looked very beautiful] and than dylan and i left and went to UA too see brandon, who WASNT EVEN THERE. then sarah met up with us and she took me home and i went to be like as soon as i got home...it was like 10:40 and yeah.
[saturday]
i woke up at like six o`clock and left to go with sarah to meet kait to eat before the SAT. that was fun. we were being really stupid. haha. then we went to Chattahoochee and took the SAT. we went back to Chick-Fil-A and sarah & kait ate lunch. dylan met us up there and me, sar, & dylan went to NorthPark or something. then work called and said that sarah & i didnt have to go in so we went to dylan`s and smoked. then i came home here and sarah went to the girls LAX game. then she & lauren came and picked me up and we went and chased dylan, sozzi, brandon & fuzzy around kroger parking lot.so fun. it probably doesnt sound as fun as it was, but still. then we went to sarah's and i got drunk and then i came home. it was basically really fun.
[today]
woke up, and talked to kait. she saw cameron at p.groove last night, and it made me cry. i FLIPPED OUT i dont know why. it just hurts i guess. i found a quote that sums up how i feel...
"yes, i love him. i love him more than anything else in this world & there is nothing that i would like better than to hold on to him forever. but i know it's not for the best. so know how matter how much my heart is going to break, i`ve got to let go."
basically thats how i feel. i know that i have to let go. its time. well yeah, it is time. i have to do it, even though it hurts me more than anything in the world and all i want to do is cry...i need to move on. i really dont want to talk about it. so please don`t bring it up to me or i`ll either cry or get mad. neither are fun. i hate that i love him so much. it sucks. but oh well.
so this is a long post, well, long for me, so i`m going to go now.
♥ smay
ps. changed my layout AGAIN, so take it off friends view and look at it, because its pretty. <33
when it hits you, you feel no pain.
Bob Marley
-- Trenchtown Rock
so here`s the run down of my weekend.
[friday]
i went out with dylan, lizz && ava. we saw The Hitchhiker`s Guide to the Galaxy" it was weird as shit. but it would have been good if i was stoned. oh well. then we went to starbucks and i saw the lovely sammi [who -- by the way -- looked very beautiful] and than dylan and i left and went to UA too see brandon, who WASNT EVEN THERE. then sarah met up with us and she took me home and i went to be like as soon as i got home...it was like 10:40 and yeah.
[saturday]
i woke up at like six o`clock and left to go with sarah to meet kait to eat before the SAT. that was fun. we were being really stupid. haha. then we went to Chattahoochee and took the SAT. we went back to Chick-Fil-A and sarah & kait ate lunch. dylan met us up there and me, sar, & dylan went to NorthPark or something. then work called and said that sarah & i didnt have to go in so we went to dylan`s and smoked. then i came home here and sarah went to the girls LAX game. then she & lauren came and picked me up and we went and chased dylan, sozzi, brandon & fuzzy around kroger parking lot.so fun. it probably doesnt sound as fun as it was, but still. then we went to sarah's and i got drunk and then i came home. it was basically really fun.
[today]
woke up, and talked to kait. she saw cameron at p.groove last night, and it made me cry. i FLIPPED OUT i dont know why. it just hurts i guess. i found a quote that sums up how i feel...
"yes, i love him. i love him more than anything else in this world & there is nothing that i would like better than to hold on to him forever. but i know it's not for the best. so know how matter how much my heart is going to break, i`ve got to let go."
basically thats how i feel. i know that i have to let go. its time. well yeah, it is time. i have to do it, even though it hurts me more than anything in the world and all i want to do is cry...i need to move on. i really dont want to talk about it. so please don`t bring it up to me or i`ll either cry or get mad. neither are fun. i hate that i love him so much. it sucks. but oh well.
so this is a long post, well, long for me, so i`m going to go now.
♥ smay
ps. changed my layout AGAIN, so take it off friends view and look at it, because its pretty. <33