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if i don't need you then why does this distance maim my life?
if you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?
let me tell you a story, about a dreamer. a girl with too big a heart, and no one to pour her love to. this girl is smarter-than-the-average-bear, when it comes to school and things of this sort. but when it comes to love.. this girl is as hopeless a romantic as ever. this girl falls in love with a boy 1200 miles away, who is still in love with his ex girlfriend. this girl cries everytime she watches The Notebook (though what girl doesn't?) and West Side Story. this girl feels that she deserves love just as much as the next.
so why can't she get it?
that's the thing... no body knows. she's good to have as a friend - shes a good listener. she's good to vent to when you need to vent, she's a shoulder to cry on when you need to cry.
but she's not good enough to be loved. lexi was right - they do have something i want. but i promise you its not friendship, its not any stupid person.
they both have someone who loves them. why can't anyone love me?
if you're not for me then why do i dream of you as my wife?
let me tell you a story, about a dreamer. a girl with too big a heart, and no one to pour her love to. this girl is smarter-than-the-average-bear, when it comes to school and things of this sort. but when it comes to love.. this girl is as hopeless a romantic as ever. this girl falls in love with a boy 1200 miles away, who is still in love with his ex girlfriend. this girl cries everytime she watches The Notebook (though what girl doesn't?) and West Side Story. this girl feels that she deserves love just as much as the next.
so why can't she get it?
that's the thing... no body knows. she's good to have as a friend - shes a good listener. she's good to vent to when you need to vent, she's a shoulder to cry on when you need to cry.
but she's not good enough to be loved. lexi was right - they do have something i want. but i promise you its not friendship, its not any stupid person.
they both have someone who loves them. why can't anyone love me?