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so i've decided im changing.. NOW. im going to be alot nicer to people especially my family and everyone else. im going to get NOWHERE if im a bitch all the time. im going to stop talking about people i dont even know.. its so stupid. and im gunna stop drinking so much to hide away from my problems. ALL of my problems. the whole reason i like drinking so much is because im insecure. i just need to stop doing that. but i really am going to make an effort to change who i am cause looking at myself from the outside i hate who i am. so we'll see how things go this is finally the first day im actually parcially happy but it takes time. so i guess im still waiting. <3