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im making a post!?? waww this is special haha. I dont really have much to write about, its just pretty late and i cant sleep so i decded it to finally be lj time. I dont know if i will ever write in this again seeing that i havnt kept in touch with most of the people that will read this. Its finally thanksgiving break and im so excited for the holidays, minus the fact that i dont have my boy to cuddle and be cute with during the best time of the year. i miss him too much! This is the first year in a long time that I will be in naples for christmas and it kinda sucks that i wont be able to play in the snow and freeze my butt off.... haha but! my bestest buddies are/will be in town the next couple of months which is going to be sweet because maybe naples will be cool again for a little bit and not as lame as it has been lately. I really kinda miss the good old days and this town being the best place to live. i duno, maybe its just me and what i really want cant be here so i kind of get frustrated with it. It just randomly started pouring really hard outside for about 5 minutes then stopped. wierd? anyways, i know everyone is sick of talking aout college and what we are going to do with our lives' after high school because i know i am. it scares the shit out of me, i know i want to get out of here, but i dont think im ready to leave all of this behind. I've lived in this palce most of my life and this year ive become a lot closer with my family and it just freaks me out to think that in what, 7 months, ill just be gone, most likely in a totally different state? dont get me wrong, im still anxious about going away but i duno just nervous, its pretty normal i guess. i only have about 19 days of high school left and then its edison for me!! okay too much typing and i should probably get to bed now. happy turkey day everybody!