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Despite the fact that I've lost touch with most people on livejournal I still feel the need to update once in a while. Summer has gone by so fast, its killing me. 21 more days or so till we enter the Barron hell whole. This summer has been funny, its been much different than i expected. I randomly got to spend a month with Sadie which was crazy. We went on a cruise to mexico and had the best time. Im going to miss her this year but if I got through it last year Im sure i can get through it again. On another note, I've finally found the perfect guy for me!! I'm love sick. I've never before been myself around someone that I was really attracted to and I think i've come so far in finding who i am and being happy. I cant even describe the feeling I get around him but I know its amazing and i wouldnt trade it for anything...!!! I hope this week goes by smoothly and I dont have to worry about what I should be doing or what im going to do. It seems that everyday ive just been worrying about what im going to do the next and then before you know it theres no more days left. I guess its because i have been living with my dad and thats how he rolls. i dont understand it, everything has to have a "game plan" and if you dont go according to the plan, you're just a faliure at life. whatever, ive learned to put up with it. Anywaysss, im leaving for iceland and scottland on thursday? It should be fun Im excited to meet 300 cousins of mine that i most likely wont be able to communicate well with. haha. Im supose to be going to Jamaice on the third, it' still up in the air tho but im pretty sure elizabeth has convinced mi pops to let us go. Im so excited to come back home to everyone but at the same time i want more than anything to be with James and it kinda sucks but we'll get through it. Okay enough of me today. I would loveee to hear from any of you =)
I miss this....