Nov 08, 2005 09:41
Hmm, been a while.
What can i say... after falling off the rollercoaster ride of endorphins and dopamines that new love provides (see previous entries 2003). I find myself residing now in a lovely little rut, quite homely, but i am in desperate need of a holiday!
Working as a cog in a major corporation. It's mostly as souless as it sounds I
am tiring of meaningless interactions with random people.
I dont keep in contact with friends, it is all my own doing that I feel like my house is in the middle of a great sandy blank expanse. It has been a little oasis for me but right now it's a trap.
Next year I am goin back to study, new degree, new area: conservation biology. Hopefully I can see it through. Right now it is not too real, since I wont be offered a place till jan. It seems like an impulsive decision, but it came to that. I will be glad to get back to learning and meeting like minded people... hopefully I'll find some, and find something interesting to do.
Gotta go get clicked back into place, machine requires this cog again.