I can't help falling in love with you...
I went to my friend's wedding yesterday that she has been planning for like 2 years! I swear it has been her greatest life ambition to get married... so now she is. And I feel so relieved for her that the day came and was lovely : )
I had a great time too : ) Ben came with me and it was just so romantic, it made me go all gooey and stuff being there with him. I think it reminded me that I really value the relationship that we have. Especially I think since this was the FIRST wedding I have ever been to.
We danced... he is a great dancer, I have never danced with a boy properly before : ) well, we have danced before in the kitchen which has been lovely, but this time we went all 50's style, and he is just moves SO well and with a lot of... intent. Now I understand those movies where girls fall in love with boys after dancing with them : ) Oh I am so deliciously gushing at the moment. I love being in love!
Ben had been singing that song "I cant help falling in love with you.." that morning, and they played that song there, he sang it to me then too... I told my friend a few months ago, when she asked me if i was going to marry ben that if he asked me "today" I wouldn't say yes, because "I am just not ready for it". But if he asked me today I would say "YES" and I that I want to bear fruit too!
*sigh* I hope I haven't sickened too many of you... I hope that you will just feel a lovely empathy with my current feelings!