This bucket is too small for all this...it will surely overflow soon
this has been the longest yet shortest, dullest yet nervewracking, numb, miserable, consfusing,uneventful summer ive ever had. my mind is bouncing off the walls from all the boredom and drowning in the millions of unanswered questions and vague descriptions of college. they are endless and unrelenting coming to me day and night, awake or asleep. i have no one that i know that is only a bit older than me that can tell me about college, nevermind northern essex. everyone else has already had their orientations and they are all set to dive right into college independence. i havent had any of that and the northern essex website has such vague descriptions of their clubs and what not it drives me more crazy! i gotta go to the BIPOLAR FRIENDS chatroom. ive been going there lately and theyre all for the most part older and everyone there is ready to listen to your story and catch you when you fall. if only i could obtain such a relationship with a real person...