"i owe you every day i wake"
i apologize to sean. i guess he got really worried when i didn't show up last night. it never occured to me that it happened this time last year. last year i skipped to end something; this year i skipped to finish something. now i realize the difference between ending and finishing. ananda asked about it. she was worried, then she told me i could talk to her if i ever needed to. she's really awesome.
i talked to emily about music and writing. casey's cool too. justin explained his shoes. ainsely and i talked about peircings and tattoos. corinne told me she loved me while ainsely was killing me. the acting itself went pretty damn well. i got to be the murderer. added my own lines to it. i kept shoving my mini flashlight in my mouth and puffing out my cheeks. i didn't realize it until mike started laughing.
i looked back at my old journals. it's kind of disappointing how i seemed to lose all profound thought as the year went on. maybe i've just changed my way of thinking.
brand new.guernica
it reminds me of grandpa.
avenged sevenfold.i won't see you tonight (part 1)
So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight.
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright.
finch.ender
reminds me of joshy
letter kills.clock is down
The clock is down
And I am losing
One day at a time
say anything.a walk through hell
i'd do it for anybody
straylight run.a slow descent
But I used to be so much different
I used to have so much faith
the early november.everything's too cold...but you're so hot
I’ll be right here
Say something's wrong
To just find fault
She complains the room’s too cold
But when I learn to make heat,
It's just to disappoint
Oh you know I’ll forget, so quick
juliana theory.white days
Stop, don't hit the breaks
They don't do a thing
We made it to nowhere with no time to spare
No one said life was fair
thursday.this song has been brought to you by a falling bomb
it's just a beautiful song.
there are others. trust me.
when i get tired of living, i remember who i'm really living for...
i talked to emily about music and writing. casey's cool too. justin explained his shoes. ainsely and i talked about peircings and tattoos. corinne told me she loved me while ainsely was killing me. the acting itself went pretty damn well. i got to be the murderer. added my own lines to it. i kept shoving my mini flashlight in my mouth and puffing out my cheeks. i didn't realize it until mike started laughing.
i looked back at my old journals. it's kind of disappointing how i seemed to lose all profound thought as the year went on. maybe i've just changed my way of thinking.
brand new.guernica
it reminds me of grandpa.
avenged sevenfold.i won't see you tonight (part 1)
So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight.
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright.
finch.ender
reminds me of joshy
letter kills.clock is down
The clock is down
And I am losing
One day at a time
say anything.a walk through hell
i'd do it for anybody
straylight run.a slow descent
But I used to be so much different
I used to have so much faith
the early november.everything's too cold...but you're so hot
I’ll be right here
Say something's wrong
To just find fault
She complains the room’s too cold
But when I learn to make heat,
It's just to disappoint
Oh you know I’ll forget, so quick
juliana theory.white days
Stop, don't hit the breaks
They don't do a thing
We made it to nowhere with no time to spare
No one said life was fair
thursday.this song has been brought to you by a falling bomb
it's just a beautiful song.
there are others. trust me.
when i get tired of living, i remember who i'm really living for...