Aug 11, 2006 22:00
things tend to get confusing. irritation sets in, and one steps in to save you, to reroute your day of destruction into happiness and a fantastic feeling. sometimes the line blurs and its hard to tell where it was drawn in the first place, and for which reasons. other times its quite obvious that there is a definite and bold line not to be crossed. at times i feel in a dream state where i want to reach out and touch everything in front of me. taste it. smell it. use all senses to be absorbed in it. actions like these, should they be followed through, could leave an unpleasant sting on my cheek.
this past week has been rough. rough, but ive learned a lot. for example its tough to work with people when they are just going through the motions of said career that they have supposedly chosen for themselves. rather, its just something i have reinforced belief in after this past week- not something i have just realized. ive just realized that i have no more to rant about for i have exhausted all of my ranting power already. tonight was fun.