I Kissed You On The Cheek and Gave You Flowers Out Of Season
I've been having some really surreal moments lately. I'll be walking to or from class through the city, and listening to my music, and its like everything just slows down and its beautiful. i quite enjoy these moments, and i truly hope there will be countless more that await me.
I have also been being sort of haunted by these visions lately. I'm pretty sure that they are from a movie I've seen, much less likely a photograph, but something. I dont think i could have just made it up. anyhow, its a beautiful woman in a long navy blue polka dot dress...say somewhere between the 20s-40s, long blonde hair, riding a bicycle wiht a basket on the front. in the basket are some sort of flowers, like daisies maybe. shes riding the bicycle through a small meadow or field of long wheat. i can see the forest creeping up behind her, and behind her to the left there is an old decrepit barn. i guess the things that draw me to it soo much is that she has this intoxicating laughter sort of smile as shes riding down the small slope of the meadow. and shes not even riding the bicycle, shes just sort of sitting on the seat to teh side, with both legs on the side of the bicycle nearest me. its a very interesting scene to me. and i would really like to figure out where im getting if from, because like i said, im sure that i didnt just imagine this thing. ive been racking my brain to figure out even parts of its origin, and im coming up empty handed. so hopefully that will come full circle soon. or not, it could be the entire mystery to my life. highly likely, but nevertheless sort of romantic.
the other day when i had one of my surreal momentous walks, i realized something. and i dont know what it was even really brought on by. because i didnt really pass a park or something full of kids, or a couple who looked genuinely happy to be around each other. or even a father and son walking or something. but i just realized, that i would really like to have a family. mostly just a girl who will always be there for me. be it a wife farther down the road, or that girl now. i would enjoy so much coming home to somebody who loved me and i loved back. the thought of the future looks so much grander that way to me. but i guess it will have to wait until that girl comes someday. thinking more and more and more. analyze and repeat. revise, analyze, repeat. someday.
cheers
I have also been being sort of haunted by these visions lately. I'm pretty sure that they are from a movie I've seen, much less likely a photograph, but something. I dont think i could have just made it up. anyhow, its a beautiful woman in a long navy blue polka dot dress...say somewhere between the 20s-40s, long blonde hair, riding a bicycle wiht a basket on the front. in the basket are some sort of flowers, like daisies maybe. shes riding the bicycle through a small meadow or field of long wheat. i can see the forest creeping up behind her, and behind her to the left there is an old decrepit barn. i guess the things that draw me to it soo much is that she has this intoxicating laughter sort of smile as shes riding down the small slope of the meadow. and shes not even riding the bicycle, shes just sort of sitting on the seat to teh side, with both legs on the side of the bicycle nearest me. its a very interesting scene to me. and i would really like to figure out where im getting if from, because like i said, im sure that i didnt just imagine this thing. ive been racking my brain to figure out even parts of its origin, and im coming up empty handed. so hopefully that will come full circle soon. or not, it could be the entire mystery to my life. highly likely, but nevertheless sort of romantic.
the other day when i had one of my surreal momentous walks, i realized something. and i dont know what it was even really brought on by. because i didnt really pass a park or something full of kids, or a couple who looked genuinely happy to be around each other. or even a father and son walking or something. but i just realized, that i would really like to have a family. mostly just a girl who will always be there for me. be it a wife farther down the road, or that girl now. i would enjoy so much coming home to somebody who loved me and i loved back. the thought of the future looks so much grander that way to me. but i guess it will have to wait until that girl comes someday. thinking more and more and more. analyze and repeat. revise, analyze, repeat. someday.
cheers