Jail!
Well I went to Jail for the first time and it was a dreadful experience. I sat there with the other convicts and I decided that there has to be a major change in my life so i must, improve the way that I think and I should think more clearly. I realized that what i have, I could have lost forever but, I realized that what I did was the most stupid idiotic thing I could have ever done in my life. I didn't mean to hurt feelings or burn bridges. I was just not thinking and giving my (Friends) a ride. Which if they knew the real meaning of friendship they would have, atleast tried to help get me out. Not wait til I'm out and see what the fuck they can get for dirt cheap. I thank Rob the bondsmen, I would not have lasted very long in there. I started to have a mental breakdown. I wish that I could go back in time and change it all but I can't so now I have to deal with it. I have to get out of debt, I need to switch my life around. Jail made me realize how much I love Kaitlin the thought of losing her made tears come to my eyes. I wish that I could just make it all better again. I wishthat everybody would just realize that I have learned my lesson and that I know I did wrong and that I have faith in God to help guide me through this all...